There’s this Cher song about love and life that keeps coming to mind. These days I cannot fathom life after love. How do people fall in love numerous times? How can their hearts handle the pain? Right now I’m in pain because I miss my first love. But I’m terrified of loving him any longer because what if he hurts me like before? What then? I don’t know what to do. All I do know is I don’t believe in life after love

You think you’re so manly. Picking on a girl who’s half your size. Well boy you’ve got some manning up to do. I’m more of a man than you are. So saddle up and get the fuck out of my face. I’m done playing nice. This bitches bark isn’t worse than her bite!

I may not be a genius but I can tell when I’m being deceived. Yes sir I know you are playing me. Too bad I’ve been playing you this entire time. Sweet dreams darling. They might be the last you have about me.

Love this silence